Monday, October 29, 2007

Proud Mama!!!

Please allow me to indulge in some down-right braggin'!!

We had Fall Festival this weekend at our church, and I just happen to think that my kids were the CUTEST ones there!!

And if THAT'S not enough...today was report card day...and I have to say that my precious pearls aren't just beautiful, they are BRILLIANT!! Jacob got all (+)...he's in Kindergarten, and Emilee (2nd Grade) made the honor roll!! Her lowest grade was a 95!!! I also got their test results from the MAP Test they were given at the beginning of the year. WOW!! Both were WAY above average!!!

What made me even prouder than their grades were the wonderful comments the teachers wrote regarding their behavior.

"Jacob is doing a wonderful job with his work. He is such a well mannered little boy".

"Emilee has had a successful first nine weeks in second grade. She is pleasant, helpful, and kind at school. She works responsibly in all areas."

But before you ask, "What about Sam?", let me assure you he is excelling, too!! Just check out this post over at KISA's blog. We may have the next Bill Gates on our hands!!! (Bill Gate's brains and Matthew McConaughey's looks...what a combo!! ;-))

How could I NOT be a Proud Mama?!?!?!

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

I AM Bible Study - Lesson 16 (Finale)



It has been a rough week. I know it's only Wednesday...but trust me...it's been a WEEK!
I have been in bed with a severe sinus headache/infection since Sunday. Only yesterday did I come back into the "land of the living" ...and even then, I was tip-toeing.

You guys know from my last couple of posts, that God has been at work doing some pretty awesome things. But I am not so naive to not understand that my enemy has also been lurking. I know that satan (intentional lower-case "s") presents some pretty difficult battles from time to time, and that he has definiltey been at work, kicking me while I am down. But he is not my #1 enemy. That title belongs to my flesh.

Beth Moore said something in my other Bible Study (which by the way I am WAY behind on...could that be a clue as to the timing of these trials??? Hmmm...I wonder....) that has resonated with me in a huge way. She said we are quick to rebuke (s)atan because we hate him, but not so quick to rebuke our flesh, because it is part of us. Wow!!! I had never thought about it like that before.

In the last week, KISA and I have put our home on the market, because it is what we feel God has led us to do. But as I have been busy cleaning up and cleaning out, I have fallen in love with this little jewel (or maybe I should say "pearl") all over again. Before I got sick, I battled those thoughts with the knowledge that whenever God closes a door, he opens a window. I know that God is able to bless me more abundantly than I can ever imagine, and I have thought about the story of the little girl with the pearls over and over again. You know the story... the one where a little girl holds on to a strand of (fake) pearls so tightly, and her father has the real ones and wants to give them to her, but she won't let go of what is not real? I don't want to be that little girl. I am laying it on the line. That has become the battle line for me.

This I AM Bible Study has been SO RELEVANT for me in this particular season of my life. I know that it was NO accident or coincidence that I found The Preacher's Wife's Blog and decided to join. Throughout this study God has shown me time and time again that no matter where I am or what I am going through, HE IS RIGHT THERE...with me...holding me...loving me...

I have been so guilty of what Lisa has called "setting my own pillars"...

Girls, there are pillars our God is setting under our faith so that it will be one that does not shrink back nor is shaken. The idea that God is ENOUGH, that He is sufficient in every way so I don't have to be is absolutely foundational for me in a way I didn't comprehend before He led me down a very difficult road. Before this past year, I subconsciously believed I set my own pillars, that I had to be strong and in control so the house wouldn't come tumbling down. So when the house did crumble in a most unexpected way I was left amidst the rubble holding on the only thing which still stood - the pillar of salvation. What is a girl to do when the walls fall in? The worst thing is to try to rebuild that thing on the same sand as before. We have to look to the Higher Rock and allow Him to be the substruction for every single thought, decision, action, word, and deed. It is only when our feet are set on this firm place that He can confirm the direction He has for our lives. This is the message of abundant living - being set on a right course in which we've traded all our dreams for
God's.
God I am trading all my dreams for yours. I want to not only accept your call, but to embrace your vision for my life. Help me to seek after you DAILY. Just as you provided your manna from heaven DAILY for the children of Israel, you provide yourself and your word for me daily, to nourish me, and sustain me, and strengthen me. The only catch is that I have to GET OUT of the tent (my flesh) and RECEIVE IT!!

As it has become customary here at Truly Captivating (because of my love for song and music, particularly of the praise and worship variety) I want to leave you with a song. I have sung this often in church over the past couple of years, but never has it been so much a part of my being than now...

Pencil marks on a wall, I wasn't always this tall
You scattered some monsters from beneath my bed
You watched my team win
You watched my team lose
Watched when my bicycle went down again
And when I was weak, unable to speak
Still I could call You by name
And I said, Elbow Healer, Superhero
Come if You can
You said, I Am

Only sixteen, life is so mean
What kind of curfew is at 10pm?
You saw my mistakes
And watched my heart break
Heard when I swore I'd never love again
And when I was weak, unable to speak
Still I could call You by name
And I said Heartache Healer, Secret Keeper
Be my best friend
And you said, I Am

You saw me wear white by pale candlelight
I said forever to what lies ahead
Two kids and a dream, with kids that can scream
Too much it might seem when it is 2am
And when I am weak, unable to speak
Still I will call You by name
Shepherd, Savior, Pasture Maker
Hold onto my hand
You say, I Am

The winds of change and circumstance blow in and all around us
So we find a foothold that's familiar
And bless the moments that we feel You nearer

When life had begun, I was woven and spun
You let the angels dance around the throne
And who can say when, but they'll dance again
When I am free and finally headed home
I will be weak, unable to speak
Still I will call You by name
Creator, Maker, Life Sustainer
Comforter, Healer, my Redeemer
Lord and King, Beginning and the End

I Am
Yes, I Am


Hold on to my hand, Jesus!!! Set my feet upon YOUR ROCK!!!
I am yours, and you are I AM so I don't have to be!!


Thank you SO MUCH Lisa, for this wonderful study. You'll NEVER know how your obedience in writing/leading this study has blessed me. I will continue to pray for you and your precious family as God continues to guide and lead you in your ministries. Much love to you, my Sweet Siesta!!

Friday, October 19, 2007

How Could I????

How could I leave off the girl who put the "Rah" in ROCK...as in "Rah Rah Sis Boom Bah"...a WONDERFUL CHEERLEADER for Jesus, not to mention an AWESOME Bible Study writer and hostess, and a GIVE-AWAY freak???  How could I leave her out of my Rockin' Blogs post yesterday??? SHAME.ON. ME!!!!

But you REALLY REALLY REALLY need to pay a visit to the PREACHER'S WIFE to enter for some AWESOME give-aways...

Like this one...

And go ahead...tell her I forgot her sent you!!

Thursday, October 18, 2007

Some Blogs Have all the ROCK!!

(Sing that to the tune of Rod Stewart's "Some Guys Have all the Luck"...)

Just because I am not "officially" blogging right now, doesn't mean I can't refer you to a few posts that have totally rocked my world over the last couple of days.  If you get a few minutes, please go by and check these out!!!

Well, that's all for now.  And even though I didn't participate today, doesn't mean I'm not going to be checking out all of the thankful heart's over at Thankful Thursday!! 

Keep on Rockin'!!!

Monday, October 15, 2007

A Prayer For You...

Just checking in...I am still SWAMPED with a HUGE "to-do" list, so don't get too excited!! :-) This will probably be my one and only post this week. But I just had to share. Got this in an email this morning... (Thanks "Miz G"!!!)

'May today there be peace within. May you trust God that you are exactly where you are meant to be. May you not forget the infinite possibilities that are born of faith. May you use those gifts that you have received, and pass on the love that has been given to you. May you be content knowing you are a child of God. Let His presence settle into your bones, and allow your soul the freedom to sing, dance, praise and love. It is there for each and everyone of us.'

This is my prayer for each and every one of you!!! And I just wanted to remind you all, as well as myself, that PRAYER is the most POWERFUL weapon we have!! I promise I will be be back soon, and I will let you in on all the AWESOME things that God is doing!!

I love you gals (and guys) dearly...YOU ARE SO PRECIOUS TO ME!!

Monday, October 8, 2007

T/O Baby!

Just thought I would let everyone know that I am putting myself in Time Out!

I have a lot on my plate, and even more on my mind...

I feel that I need to give up my regular blogging for at least a week, maybe two.

When I get back I will fill you in on all the details.

Please keep my family in me in your prayers...God is moving, but there is much to be done.

I love you all, and I will be back soon!

Until then...
May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit. (Romans 15:13)

Friday, October 5, 2007

Fit 4 Life Friday

Hey guys!  So sorry I was unable to report last Friday, but the results were not that great anyway.  Because of all of the birthday celebrations, I had gained back one of the two pounds that I lost the week before. 

This week, however, I was able to re-lose (is that even a word??) that pound and THREE MORE!!!! YAY!!!

That's the good news...

The bad news is, I haven't exercised, or drank my water, or even particularly been watching what I am eating. I guess with all that has been going on, I have been so busy I haven't had time to think about it.  Not the healthiest of ways to drop pounds, but hey...I'll take what I can get.

This week, I am going to do my best to get back on track. Not only with diet and exercise, but with my Bible Study and prayer time. Hopefully the results will be even better next week!  So how did y'all do??? Check in at NSpired By Faith and let us know! ;-)

Thursday, October 4, 2007

Save the Cheerleader, Save the World!

The results are in...I'm Claire!!

Okay, I know that was about as clear as mud (get it, clear/Claire)to most of you since I haven't ever posted about KISA's and my particular affinity for the NBC series HEROES. But now's just as good a time as any!

Last year (season) we began hearing all of the buzz about the show and wanted to get into it, but we were already 3/4 of the way behind everyone else, and when we tried to watch one night, we were terribly confused!! To fix that, KISA downloaded the entire season, and we watched it ALL in the two week period prior the Season Finale.  MAN!! We were mesmerized!!

Anyway...the second season began about two weeks ago, and we've been HOOKED again!  (KISA is a HUGE comic book fan, btw...and whatever makes my "Maaa-an" happy ---said that with a Beth Moore accent...did y'all catch it???---makes me happy!!!)

So, to finally get to the point of this post, KISA blogged today and posed the question "Which Hero Are You"?  I was curious and took the challenge.  I am Claire, of "Save the Cheerleader, Save the World" fame!  I was so excited to get these results, because every single part of me during the quiz was like "Watch this...I'm gonna be Jessica/Nikki--the crazy-but-beautiful schizophrenic who rips people to shreds without even knowing it!!". 

**I thought this partly because I was told back when I was a student teacher that the best teachers have "split personalities" ...and that has spilled over into my parenting techniques!!! (This is where you go "Aha!! So that's what she means by GORILLA!) If you are totally confused by that analogy, what the Assistant Principal who was counseling me meant was: Good teachers can be harsh/firm one minute and sweet-as-pecan-pie the next...kids don't ever know what to expect...not that this is necessarily a GOOD THING...which is my point in all of this rambling!!**

But, to my amazement my Heroes quiz result was not what I expected!!  And, when my "Maaa-an" came through the door just now,(as I am writing this post) I asked him, "Which Hero do you think I am"?? To which he replied in about two seconds flat "That's easy...Save the Cheerleader, Save the World".  Uncanny isn't it???   He really does know me better than I know myself!! OR... has the amazing ability to bring out the best in me...whichever way you look at it...I am BLESSED!! ;-)

Thankful Thursday

The LORD is my strength and my shield;
       my heart trusts in him, and I am helped.
       My heart leaps for joy
       and I will give thanks to him in song.

(Psalm 28:7)

  • First and foremost I would like to say thanks for all of the prayers, love, concern, and words of encouragement you shared for Rusty and Betsy and their family during their time of loss.  I could literally feel your prayers holding us up all weekend!
  • I am thankful for having the opportunity to participate in the Bible study, A Woman's Heart: God's Dwelling Place, by Beth Moore.  I cannot even begin to describe to you how much I have learned, and how it is ministering to me in this EXACT time in my life.  God is so good, and His timing is PERFECT!
  • I am thankful for being able to listen to this sermon.  God used Pastor Steven Furtick in an awesome way to speak to me about my prayer life!  From now on I am going to be Audacious, Accurate, and Active in my prayers!
  • I am thankful that my friend Dori allowed me to borrow this book.  I just started it the other night, and I can already feel the Holy Spirit using it to make changes in me and my heart as I learn how to be a more effective parent, who truly cares about and for the hearts of my children.
  • I am thankful that I received this CD for my birthday.  Again, I can't even begin to express the ways in which these songs have ministered to me, and challenged me to go deeper with God.  The first song, has become a sincere prayer of my heart... (you can listen to it here.)

Vision of You

by Shane Barnard

Come meet us, King Jesus.
Oh wind of change blow through this temple.
Sweet spirit of God, come and mend our hearts.
For all we have are songs. Unless you come.

Awaken what's inside of me.
Tune my heart to all You are in me.
Even though you're here, God come.
May the vision of You be the death of me.
and even though You've given everything.
Jesus come!

Come free us, King Jesus.
Its the only way that freedom is given.
From you and you alone in the work You've already done.
All we have are songs, unless You come.

Awaken what's inside of me.
Tune my heart to all You are in me.
Even though you're here, God come.
May the vision of You be the death of me.
and even though You've given everything.
Jesus come!

Here we are, Lord, in this place.
Crying out for Your embrace.
To hear Your voice more than songs.

Awaken what's inside of me.
Tune my heart to all You are in me.
Even though you're here, God come.
May the vision of You be the death of me.
and even though You've given everything.
Jesus come!

Thank You Jesus, that you make my life more than a series of events, and my worship more than a song.  COME LORD!! Inhabit me today!! Make your HOME in my HEART!!! In the PRECIOUS NAME of your ONE AND ONLY SON, I pray...AMEN!

(What are you thankful for today??? Stop by Sting My Heart today and fill us in!!)

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

I AM Bible Study - Lesson 15

Burning Questions:

1. I think we can all agree most of us find ourselves closer to God in the struggle than without it. How does it affect you knowing that trial is what draws you more intimately in relationship to Your God?  I relate to that more than you know.  It is during those times in life that we have no choice but to depend on Him and His providence, that He proves to us time and time again that we can't do it without Him.  It makes me long for him even more.

2. Have you ever made a huge mistake but then found yourself in the position for a 'do-over'? Did you make a better decision the second or third or fourth time around? :) I think that making those better decisions is what indicates our growth in the Spirit and the power of the Word in our lives.  Hopefully we are all in a constant state of improvement, and are making better choices for ourselves.  But even when we don't, I thank God that He is the God of second (and third, and fourth) chances!! Amen?

3. Is there a 'generational sin' in your family you have overcome? This can be anything from a lineage of unbelief to issues of many kinds. This may be a private matter. Share if you feel liberty or quietly thank God for His deliverance. If you have not yet been delivered, I pray with all my heart God's Word is giving you courage to ask for help in that area.  I don't know about generational "sins", but there are definitely areas of bondage that I have noticed several of my family members share.  I pray each day, that God will help me to BREAK FREE of these chains so that I can know that true, abundant life through my Savior Jesus, that He came to give me.

4. Have you ever been misunderstood? Do you feel unforgiven for past mistakes even though you know God has forgiven you? Have I ever been misunderstood?? Do birds fly?  Do fish swim? Does the rooster say "cock-a-doodle-doo"???  Yes Ma'am, that is definitely an understatement.  I used to struggle greatly with forgiving myself of my mistakes, even after I had asked God to forgive me.  Then I realized, wait...who am I not to forgive myself when God has gone to such lavish and extravagant lengths to forgive me???  It's like saying that Jesus' death was not enough.  I don't do that anymore.  I remind myself that all my mistakes...past, present,and future, are covered by His precious blood.  Thank you Jesus for your willingness to pour out your very life's essence to forgive me of my sins!  You are MORE THAN ENOUGH for me!

5. Is there a sister you need to extend grace towards in order to be able to 'bless God together'? Do you comprehend how your unforgiveness is hindering her from inhabiting her own Promise? If no, do you recognize a situation within your church body where this may be happening? If so, ask God to raise up a 'Phinehas' (mediator) in this situation. He may just reveal the Phinehas is you. :)  I really do try, to the best of my ability (which many times I feel is very inadequate), to live at peace with everyone. (I am a people-pleaser at heart.;-)) When situations of conflict arise, I try to put myself in the other persons' shoes.  But there are times when the temper flares and the gorilla gets out of the cage.  When that happens, I try not to let things fester, and I apologize as soon as I can.  I was once told that the difference between grace and mercy is this.  GRACE is giving someone something they don't deserve.  MERCY is withholding punishment or consequence that is deserved.  God freely gave me both.  Who am I not to extend them to others??? (No matter how hard it may be.)

Thanks Lisa for these wonderfully thought provoking questions, and another great lesson!  I can't believe we only have one more week!! Boy am I going to miss you!!

Tuesday, October 2, 2007

Safe at Home

Hello all.  I just wanted to share a quick post and let you know that everyone is safe and sound, and we are home again.  I just sent the kids off to school, and KISA off to work, so I have a quiet moment to share with you.

It was a really tough weekend.  So tough, that I am emotionally and physically spent.  I know that if I feel this way, Betsy and Rusty and his mom and sisters must be exhausted.

The funeral was held yesterday at Spring Valley Baptist Church, and it was one of the most beautiful celebrations of life that I have ever witnessed.  Rusty presented the eulogy, and he did a fabulous job.  He said "I am here to celebrate my Dad and his life, and the fact that I know that he has been ushered into the presence of Jesus Our Savior".  WOW!  What a testimony!!  He even asked the congregation if they knew where they were going to spend eternity if death should suddenly come to them, as it did his precious Dad. I was so proud of him! And I know his Daddy was smiling from heaven!

It is such a comfort to know that we will indeed see Mr. Russ again someday.  I was thinking about it yesterday, and I realized in a very personal way, that this is the HOPE WE HAVE IN JESUS.  But what if you don't have that HOPE???  What if there are loved ones in your life that DON'T know Jesus as their savior???  What if YOU have never asked him into your heart to be your SAVIOR and LORD of your life???  If there is anything that I know from all this, is that we don't know the time or date that we will go...only God knows... and while He is "not willing that any of these little ones should perish" it is ultimately up to us. 

Pastor Winburn said something yesterday that I don't think I will ever forget.  He said "God came to us in the form of His son Jesus so that we could be with Him in death, and He could be with us in life".  Do you know him??  Do you know my Jesus???

Please, if you can at all feel the Holy Spirit tugging at your heart right now as you read this, stop.  Take a moment.  Fall to your knees.  Admit that you are a sinner.  Believe in your heart that God gave Jesus to die for your sins, and three days later raised Him from the dead.  Confess your sins to him, and ask him to be your Savior and Lord.  That's all it takes.  It's just that simple.  Accept the precious gift that He so freely offered for you, and you too, can be safe at home in the presence of Jesus...whether in life, or in death.  HE IS OUR HOPE AND OUR VERY PRESENT HELP IN TIME OF NEED! 

**Thank you all for  your sweet comments and prayers.  Please continue to lift up Mrs. Bea (Rusty's mom) and the rest of his family as they continue to process all of this, and seek to get back to their daily lives.  I love you guys!**