(My Answers to this week's Burning Questions)
1. When is the last time you encountered a Fist Shaker? This may be a stranger to you or as close as a loved one in your own home. Does anything in our description help you to understand their animosity towards God? Are you able to have more compassion towards them?
I absolutely have encountered Fist Shakers, more times than I wish to remember! It's particularly hard when it's a member of your family who well remembers your "past indiscretions". When I have tried to speak of Jesus and His redeeming love, and my new life in Him, I am faced with remarks like "well I guess MY sin is much worse than YOUR sin", etc...etc... To which I can only respond, "NOT AT ALL!! It's because of the enormity of my sin and the fact that I have been COMPLETELY FORGIVEN of it, that I speak this truth into your life!" I want so desperately for others to find what I have found, to experience what I have experienced...and LOVE HIM WITH ABANDON because of it!!
2. Does anything about Rahab's redemption strike a nerve? This may be a question you would like to ponder privately. Sexual sin and/or victimization can be an area where Satan has an enormous stronghold because it can hold so many painful and shameful memories. If Rahab teaches us anything, please know God can redeem any life and any situation, no matter how heinous it seems, and plant you unashamedly 'in the midst of Israel'. Rahab deserved death according to Mosaic Law, however she was shown nothing but lovingkindness by the God and nation of Israel.
I can definitely relate to certain elements of Rahab's story, more so than I am even able to share here. Satan has definitely had a strong hold in this area, but thanks to the book, Captivating by Staci Eldredge, and the Bible study, Breaking Free by Beth Moore, I can TRUTHFULLY say that is NO LONGER THE CASE!! I no longer see myself as the scarred, ugly, unworthy victim of circumstance that I used to see. I now see myself as the redeemed, beautiful, wonderful child of the King that I am!! Like Rahab, I stand in awe that the same scarlet rope that represented my shame, has been transformed into the vehicle through which I have been fully redeemed and set free!! Amen, dear sisters!!! AMEN!!
3. Is there an area of your life in which you feel you have come full circle? Where you've come to a place where everything and nothing are the same? (I'm thinking Lord of the Rings when Frodo goes back to the Shire after his long adventure. You have no clue what I just said if you are not an LOTR nerd so just ignore this if it doesn't make sense! :)
(Note to Lisa: We are LOTR nerds at our house, too!!! I remember trying to read that trilogy in high school and being totally bored with it all. But when the movies became popular, I made it my goal to read each volume before seeing the movie. I have never been so enthralled with a set of books in my life!! What marvelous images of OUR KING, OUR WONDERFUL FATHER, and OUR SAVIOUR!!! Okay, moving on now...)
I would like to think that I am in one of those stages right now. Selling out to Jesus is SO AMAZING!!! And every time you think, "it can't get any better than this"... IT DOES!!!!
What I mean is that I've always known that God had plans for my life. I've been quoting and believing Jeremiah 29:11 since I was a teenager. But when you actually get to see glimpses of those plans, and when you experience the journey into new phases of that plan, well...there just aren't words for it!! And to think, we wrestled with our call for YEARS!!! What were we thinking????
4. When you were born again, did you gain a new appreciation for your surroundings as Rahab did when she received the Promise along with the Promised Land? Has some old place, object, or relationship been redeemed by now serving a 'high and holy purpose'?
I accepted Christ when I was eight years old. There have been years of rebellion, much like a teenager at home, but I have always known that I am HIS child, and as a result, there have been disciplinary measures taken. I am not proud of my prodigal years, but I am so very thankful that God saw me turn around and head towards home...he got up from his watch post on the front porch, and CAME RUNNING to meet me!! I have SUCH an appreciation for HOME and the presence of my FATHER that I cannot even begin to describe it.
During those prodigal years, I met my husband. Our relationship was different from the start. But, like he often does when threatened by something, the devil tried to sabotage it. I was in a stage of my life where my scars were still very raw, and instead of waiting on God to heal them and restore me, I very often tried to "self medicate". One way I did this was through my relationship with Chris. I thought I needed him to heal me, I thought that experiencing his love, would make me forget my shame, and somehow deem me worthy of love again. I know now that this was a LIE straight from the PIT OF HELL, but at the time, I was completely hoodwinked! After we became engaged, we desperately tried to stop the cycle of sin, but we still fell short. While we were on our honeymoon, we were watching TV one morning, and tuned in to a certain pastor preaching about Marriage. (Coincidence??? I THINK NOT!!) After hearing the sermon, we both knelt down beside the bed in our honeymoon suite, and laid it all down before the Lord. We asked him to cleanse us and free us from our sins. We dedicated our lives and our marriage to Him right then and there! And yes, I am still amazed at God's forgiveness, and his HIGH AND HOLY calling on our lives!!
5. Believers can still be Fist Shakers. Do you have circumstances in your life in which you find yourself shaking your fist at God? Something He has asked you to endure, asked you to do, seemingly taken away from you? Can you see how shaking your fist is keeping you from your Promise? (I'm not talking eternal security here - Only abundant living.)
With all I have shared up to this point, it's hard to believe that I could still have those "fist shaking tendencies"...but I do. But you are absolutely right Lisa, those tendencies represent out right rebellion and disobedience in my life, and they DEFINITELY keep me from realizing the PROMISE OF ABUNDANT LIFE in Christ. Thanks so much for the reminder that instead of clenching my fist, I need to have my hands open in surrender. Only then, can He place in them exactly what I need to fulfill His purpose for my life!
WOW!!! THIS WAS A GREAT LESSON!!!
I can feel the Spirit all over me right now!!! Isn't that just THE BEST feeling in the world???
Thanks Lisa!! I am looking forward to reading everyone else's responses, too.
Have a POWER-FILLED day, girls!!!